Some things you can't be unseen nor can they be forgotten about. In Hayley's case the thing that she'll always have in the back of her mind and sometimes even on it is the fact that when she was a little kid she came across a dead body. She can't remember how old she was or anything of the sort, but one day when she was out with her parents and sister out of town of a little vacation she came face to face with a man who wasn't moving or breathing. At the time she didn't know that the man was dead nor did she know what he died of. What she did know was that her parents and a few others were surrounding the body and pushing her away and telling her to go play somewhere else. She didn't think about it much until the day before when she made the tweet. She happened to have a nightmare that she was being chased by someone that looked like the man and had awaken in the dead of the night. She didn't tell anyone about it, but she did do what she does best and went on her phone to look some things up. She remembered in her dream that the man wasn't saying her name, but someone else's name and took a shot at it. What she found she couldn't believe. Thinking back to the fact that she actually came face to face with a corpse is a scary feeling and while she has nightmares about it every now and then she chooses not to tell anyone. She just honestly wishes and hopes that they won't keep happening to prevent her from losing her sanity.
This tweet embodies how she feels towards her family... in a way, at least. It also embodies how she feels closer to her online friends then she feels to her family. When it comes to the position she has in her family, she sees herself as the odd way out or the black sheep of it, if you want to call it that that is. It's not something that she's felt all her life, but something she's felt since she transitioned from middle school to high school. If you were to ask her the very exact moment she started feeling like that, well, she wouldn't be able to tell you. One day she was getting along with her parents and siblings, hanging around them, having fun, and loving being around them and the next moment she started feeling like no one wants to be around her or even be bothered with her.
In reality, this could possibly be because since Hayley started growing up, instead of getting into "normal" teenage things like parties and wanting to actually talk to people about things, she got into her games and technology and simply began ignoring people within the house and out of the house (after Demi moved out). Her parents and sister actually tries to talk to her from time to time and even try to hang out with her and instead of going with it, she's found questioning their intentions not wanting to believe that they really want to be around her. She's even thought that they're only trying to communicate with her because they either feel bad for her or they want to do a good deed for that day. After a while, Hayley simply stopped caring about feeling left out when it comes to things because her gut feeling tells her that things will never change no matter how much her family pretends that they want her around.
This tweet is about an old friend of hers. Well, not only was the girl she's talking about an old friend, but she's an old best friend who really put a bad taste in her mouth. It was more than just a falling out that they had. It was a huge falling out that involved Gracie, her now ex-best friend and forgotten friend (but not really forgotten) slapping her for no apparent reason. Their friendship that went downhill all started to go downhill one night when Hayley was threatened with her phone being taken away from her and being dragged to a party. The party wasn't something that she wanted to go to because like stated in her likes she likes to do things on her own time. Not only that, but parties, drinking, smoking, and that type of stuff aren't up her alley. Long story short, she ended up getting drunk and it wasn't a great experience in her mind. After that night Hayley wasted no time in distancing herself from someone like the old friend. She ended up going through some things shortly after that night and when she wasn't checked on especially when she would be at school feeling down and out she decided that a friend who doesn't care about her well-being or her in general isn't and was never a friend at all.
Hayley thought that after they or at least she was done with high school things that she wouldn't ever see her again, but she was unfortunately wrong. They ran into one another and well it didn't go well. Not in the slighest. A lot of things were said from how she's a bore to how she's the one at fault when she knows for a fact that she wasn't when she's always tried to be there no matter what to other things. Needless to say that's a friendship that's been damaged beyond repair. Does she miss her? Maybe a little, but she's not going to admit it nor is she about to waste her precious time trying to reach out to someone who stopped caring and stopped wanting to be friends with her a long time ago.
Back when this tweet was composed Hayley's parents actually came to her about how she should probably get a job and not game and sit around all the time. Their words honestly went in one ear and out the other with her, but what doesn't really? She feels like a lot of jobs out there are boring and will make her want to go to sleep and that's not something she wants. She honestly doesn't want to work either, BUT if she actually has to work and go out and do something she'll want to go out and do something that has to do with gaming whether it's testing games out, being a gaming blogger or reviewer. And if she decides on doing something in the world of social media she wouldn't mind one day being a social media manager or a campus Representative that promotes and helps orgaizes things for celebrities, other people, and events. She also wouldn't mind being a social media influencer which is something she feels like she's very close to becoming in the first place, so has that in the bag inf you were to ask her.
Yes, you've read that right. Not long ago Hayley tweeted about how she wants to make another fan account and for another one of her favorite celebrities/people that she follows who's high up there, yet like the tweet says she has at least four accounts already out there dedicated to a few people. She made her first ever fan account back in 2014 when she was actually fifteen-years-old. Her first fan account was via Tumblr and a Tumblr blog dedicated to youtuber Jenna Marbles
at the time. There was just so much that she admired about the girl at the time and well it went from that to becoming a fan account on Twitter as well. Over the past four years she not only expanded that with a few more fan accounts for people, but also a few fan accounts on Instagram where she posts her favorite pictures this person and that person. Right now all of the fan accounts that she has to this date includes one for one of her good friends and YouTuber Bianca Heights, Shane Dawson, Yasmine Evans, Ricky Dillion, and ARIANA SUTTON
which is her last and most recent one which was made towards the end of last year. She wants and hopes to meet all of the above one day as well as more people she admires or at least get a follow back from them all. As for this tweet itself it's about LOGAN HAYES
and Jolie Ishak, and Roxanne Carrington. She might just have a problem with things, but she does try to keep them all up-to-date when something happens with them and such.
She doesn't exactly refer to herself as a girl gamer, but more-so as a girl who loves to game. This is one of her most recent pins that she pinned to her #GirlGamer board that she has on her pinterest. She actually has a lot of different pins in it that she relates to a lot being that she absolutely loves doing what she do and needless to say she has an addiction to it. This pin is actually relatable to her and while people might not expect her to be an angry gamer due to her angelic face and laid-back, sweet personality, she's just that when it comes down to things. She absolutely loves winning in every game that she plays and absolutely, without a doubt hates losing and getting killed in whatever it is that she's playing. She takes her gaming very serious and can most likely be found yelling at either the T.V. or the laptop depending on which she's gaming on at whatever moment in town. She couldn't care less if a lot of people don't agree with the fact that she likes playing games and if you ask her that's on them. She's not going to stop loving and playing games because it's something that gives her life and thrill. Don't get her wrong she loves hanging out with her friends here and there, but she loves playing games more just like she likes being social on her social media accounts.
Out of boredom one day when she was browsing the web she took the personality test and INFP was the exact match she got. Since that day she's been pinning things to her INFP board including the picture above which is one that she very recently found. Hayley feels as if all of the above comments except for the one about reading unless you replace it with playing video games describes her and truth be told, they do. She will hide how she's feeling from her face when she's around other people because she doesn't like talking about her emotions, at least not the negative ones, though sometimes it can be hard to hide her emotions and those are the moments where she wishes that she or the other person could disappear.
Lately, well more like for the past couple of months she's been surprisingly been finding herself pinning some things relating to having a crush. Having a crush on anyone isn't something she wants to be a thing, but it's a thing with her. She doesn't exactly hate it that
much, but she doesn't love it. Hell, she doesn't even know how to crush on a guy or how to deal with it. This guy that she's crushing on is a friend of hers, something like a close friend who also happens to be someone she's always gaming with. That's something that caused the two of them to become friends right away. The moment where she realized that she may have a crush on him was sometime after her and Kiyan played truth or dare. The game had gone from innocent to her taking a dare to get into the water naked to her actually letting him see her bare body. It was crazy for her to do, but it made her nervous to do so, but she did it anyway wanting to take that small risk. It may have been a mistake and that may have caused her to keep her distance for quite some time. While she kept her distance from him for as long as she possibly could she found herself thinking about the male and wondering what he thought about how she looked and some other things. She doesn't know what it is about him that makes her like him, but that's not something that she really wants to try and figure out. She just does right now as far as she's concerned.