His eyes look better, and them arms. Headlock me, head lock me, choke me, but you know like in that same way Gloria Estefan sings Hold me, Thrill me, Kiss me, and that's too specific I'm sorry. "Seen it? I probably did it when I'm all... cracked out," or methed out, he didn't know which would be appropriate. He can joke about it though, since he felt trapped and watching whenever he was having his episodes. He had a lot of opportunity to talk about it during therapy here. "Not TV. I was thinking small animal figurines from Holland, or baby clothes." He can also poke fun of him being boring now, maybe. Drugs and alcohol made him exciting.